Someone I had met online who I cared for told me that they cared for me too and that they liked me and couldn't wait to hang out with me when they came down to pa. Of course I bought it being the person that I am. We talk for 2 weeks about everything and anything. We chat on the phone. We laugh and cry together like we were best friends. Suddenly I say something wrong by accident to her and even after apologizing she stops talking to me. I find out from a friend of hers that everything she said to me was a lie. She just lied straight to my face for two weeks..Two weeks of My life when all I was trying to do was to help this girl with her anxiety, her stress, etc
yes she had a lot on her plate but I was willing to drop what I was doing for her. I wanted her in my life as a friend but she still never replied. But from what the friend told me and from text.messages that I have seen from her and this other girl I know for myself that I can do so much better and I can find someone that isn't going to use me. I'm done with being hurt and lied to. I give my everything to help people. I try my hardest to do what I can to make them smile. But for what?...Nothing. Nothing means anything anymore. Did I ever mean anything to them? I highly doubt it now. I just don't know what to believe and I am going to have to say no for the first time in my life. Yes it's going to upset her but I don't like being lied to and I won't tolerate being used. I deleted her from most social media and I can block her phone number if i need to. She doesn't know my address and I hope to God she doesn't start calling my husband because she sent us some money a week or so ago to help us with groceries and she had to have his full name and his phone number to put on the form. I tell my husband everything so I'm going to tell him that she lied about everything and that I meant nothing..I feel such an idiot..for believing her. And trusting her.
