When I was a young girl I had a dream and an image of what I wanted to look like. I wanted to be slim and pretty. I wanted bigger boobs and a nice small ass. But i knew I didn't have those and would never have those so I became depressed. I was the outcast at school. I was this short chubby brunette with buck teeth (i hadn't gotten braces yet) acne and was just called ugly and fat. All the boys would chat up the slim, blonde hair slim big breasted blue-eyed girls who were always the popular girls. I knew I never fit into that category. I was always the girl who was pushed down the stairs, thrown into things, people rubbing food in my hair thinking it's funny etc and I was bullied for 8 years until I turned 18.
Not one person ever gave me a chance to show them what kind of person I was and to get to know me. Instead, they judged me on the way I looked.
When I was younger I wasn't necessarily the prettiest girl in the world but I wanted to feel like it. I had a small figure when I was 11. I started putting on weight when I was 14/ 15 and even my own mom would tell me I was getting fat. All through my life, I've been ridiculed in some for about my weight. But the older I've got the more I understood that being larger than u want or larger than other people doesn't matter as long as your happy within yourself. Only u can lose the weight but don't feel u have to do it for anyone else but yourself. Your beautiful inside and that's what people should see not judge u from what u look like on the outside. Size doesn't matter. As long as you're healthy and that your weight isn't hindering your health in any way, then don't worry about it. I have friends that are bigger than me but they are beautiful. They are the most genuine people , and they are beautiful people and who cares what they look like. I love them for who they are and always will. No matter what size..
Size isn't everything. But you hold that power to change if you wanted to.. To better yourself...
I am now 32 and have fluctuated between a size US size 6 to an 8/10 to a size 11/13. I'm not fat, nor will I class myself as plus size. If people don't see me for who I am and accept what I look like then they aren't worth having in your life. I am slowly losing weight but doing it for me because I want to be slim to be more healthy not because I want to be slim to be beautiful because I already am beautiful inside and out :) and you will realize that you are too. Everyone is beautiful in their own way :).. Be confident about your body. And show your best assets off and work with what u are given. Whether that's eyes smile breasts or ass. And if u lose weight then that's awesome that your doing it for u but u can Show the world that size does not matter but being happy does.
Not one person ever gave me a chance to show them what kind of person I was and to get to know me. Instead, they judged me on the way I looked.
When I was younger I wasn't necessarily the prettiest girl in the world but I wanted to feel like it. I had a small figure when I was 11. I started putting on weight when I was 14/ 15 and even my own mom would tell me I was getting fat. All through my life, I've been ridiculed in some for about my weight. But the older I've got the more I understood that being larger than u want or larger than other people doesn't matter as long as your happy within yourself. Only u can lose the weight but don't feel u have to do it for anyone else but yourself. Your beautiful inside and that's what people should see not judge u from what u look like on the outside. Size doesn't matter. As long as you're healthy and that your weight isn't hindering your health in any way, then don't worry about it. I have friends that are bigger than me but they are beautiful. They are the most genuine people , and they are beautiful people and who cares what they look like. I love them for who they are and always will. No matter what size..
Size isn't everything. But you hold that power to change if you wanted to.. To better yourself...
I am now 32 and have fluctuated between a size US size 6 to an 8/10 to a size 11/13. I'm not fat, nor will I class myself as plus size. If people don't see me for who I am and accept what I look like then they aren't worth having in your life. I am slowly losing weight but doing it for me because I want to be slim to be more healthy not because I want to be slim to be beautiful because I already am beautiful inside and out :) and you will realize that you are too. Everyone is beautiful in their own way :).. Be confident about your body. And show your best assets off and work with what u are given. Whether that's eyes smile breasts or ass. And if u lose weight then that's awesome that your doing it for u but u can Show the world that size does not matter but being happy does.
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