Hurt..

Did I do the right thing?
Why do I always hurt the ones I love?
Maybe I'm just scared..
Scared of rejection  to be cheated on again
Trust is a hard thing for me sometimes
I try to trust the people I love. 
But I end up with a shaky feeling in my stomach that something is wrong..
Should I feel that?
How do I fully trust someone that isn't fully honest with me to start with?
Maybe I am nieve. I fall to easily for people and sometimes that's a good thing and sometimes that's a bad thing and I get hurt..
I love being in love. But I seem to always do the wrong thing and hurt more out of love..
I always pick the wrong people.. Why is that? Is that because I'm afraid others won't accept me for who I am? Accept the fact that I am an emotional person.  That I do have flaws. But I love unconditionally with all my heart and isn't that enough? I don't have the ability to reverse being angry.  I took the traits if my mother and her anger.  I can't help who I am.. But I'd never hurt people on purpose. I'd rather hurt myself than see others hurt